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I don't even know him, But I hate him She says that It just happened Where was I when it happened? Do I blame him? Yes. Yes I do. I don't even know him, But I hate him And I know I shouldn't But then I begin to wonder How far gone was I For something like this to happen I shouldn't blame him Because this was probably my fault Yet still I don't even know him, But I hate him with all of my heart. Even though the one I should be hating… ... ... Is me.

Judgment, is just a word people look past, however this word brings such pain to who you Judge. How? How can you Judge someone, when you have not a clue what they are going through? They don't wear the top brands of clothing, so you think your better then them? How can you Judge they way they act, when for once they are experiencing some freedom? How can you Judge the words they speak? when it is not your place to Judge. How can you make a person who smokes ashamed, and not loved? How can you Judge someone for there beliefs, it is there RIGHT to believe in what they believe. If you judge me you will never know me, I'll be 'fake

Almost She was almost out Out of My mind and my heart Then, at the worst possible time Shes back I can feel myself reverting Relapsing To past feelings And past thoughts Im getting pulled back in I'm aware of it i know i need to But i cant stop it I have no idea what to do It's painful The worst part is Knowing she doesn't want it happening And i know That I shouldnt either

It shields me, keeps my tears in, and the world out A fake smile They don't know somethings wrong They won't help anyways. Only ever lowered when I'm alone Then it crumbles away But when they come back I rebuild it Though it's more difficult every time The cracks are getting bigger It's getting weaker and so am I...

These thoughts, they're back again The yelling the screaming they keep fighting why won't they stop. Please stop. And These thoughts, they're back again I won't cry I won't be broken Of course I will It's already happened. And These thoughts, they're back again I'm so tired The pain won't stop tears won't come anymore but the pain's still there And These thoughts, they're back again They're too much to bear, I'm broken, and torn There's no will left. No, that's been gone. I'm done Not me anymore. That thing on the desk it will send me away to sweet salvation No more crying No more pain No more anything No

I gather memories like a wren who darts to save the tiny twigs that make its tree a home I store up like an ivy that drinks and drinks the quiet rain that seeps through forest moss I hold fast and put away Each touch, each smile To keep as mine Until I see your smile again

But he looked straight ahead without a word, and there I knew, he couldn't hear. O God forgive me when I whine, I have two ears the world is mine. Two legs take me where I go Two eyes to see the sunsets glow, Two ears to hear all I should know. O God forgive me when I whine, I'm Blessed Indeed, for the world is mine

We make our plans, and God laughs

Winter whirlwinds blowing hard the leaves of old scattering them, far and wide, Ocean tides ebb fading away dissapearing into the sand The time we spent together it will never be the same for lifes tides part us forever lost in the sands of time

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry... Two days which should be kept free from fear and aprehension. One of these days is yesterday with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a ingle word said. Yesterday is gone! The other day we should not worry about is tomorrow with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is beyond our immediate control. Tomorrows sun will rise, whethe